damn loooooong since last blogged.
hv been rly tired mentally these days,
ever since i knew abt it.
though i sensed it beforehand, i din wanna admit..
like i'd rather nt knowing it.
initially i thought maybe ya, thr's a chance,
but as time passed by,
like stuff happened, and i rly rly dread lying to my parents..
then my mum dn allow so.. i actly felt relieved.
like it's a convenient excuse for me.
but i noe these days tt we nvr meet, i nvr rly miss him though i do think abt this problem.
then just now talked to tw, sort of sorted things out.
IT FELT RLY GOOD TELLING SOMEONE.
tho i feel abit guilty not telling smugglers or ly first,
at least nt the whole thing..)):
but i noe they stand fully on my side, so wadever decision i make, they sure will side me((:
anw, gna tell him this sun nt to waste his time, it's gna be painful for him and i'm nt confident of giving him wad he wants or deserves.
so i'll see wad's his response and see how from thr lo.
aft making this decision, i actly felt lighter like a huge boulder off my chest(:
i shld stop being so frenly to pple, give them the wrong idea..
gta be like mar, talk more to girls(:
hahah tho guys easier to crap toxP
and as for the other prob, i'm nt gna worry abt it till sth happens, tho i'm gna start to actively take 'actions' as tw said.
I SHOULD STOP FEELING BAD FOR PPLE.

... got cheated by tw again just now..
-.-
the angel-turned-devil lied tt he was walking home from DG.. WTH
he cabbed home la!!!
he's so gna pay for the 126 jacket!!!
O-O